caffeine limbo

i'm far too lethargic to think of a clever lyric title thing. i've got too much caffeine in my system to fall asleep, but too little to feel awake. so, instead of doing something soothing to help myself reach asleepness, i've decided to ramble semi-conciously about nothing and make up words. i think all real writers should make up words. i want a tattoo of an octopus and i don't care at all if that's lame. it won't mean a damn thing either. unfortunately, the only person i'd trust to draw it in a way i'd enjoy would probably rather stab me than draw me something, and due to certain resentments i carry towards him, having something on me forever to constantly remind me of who drew it would just make me a little tiny bit bitter everytime i looked at it. therefore giving my meaningless octopus a sort of anti-filthy lying boys aura, making it less meaningless and equally less desirable. i feel as though those last two sentences make no real sense and i like it. i am really quite tired. but unable to sleep. i gave it a go, and failed.