day of reckoning

so today is my first day of school. and i'm dreading it because i know i may run into this kid i totally treated like shit. and I may act like i did it cause I just didn't care, but honestly it's because i don't know how to behave in those kind of situations, and i just didn't want to deal with it, and felt like being a coward instead of confronting the situation head on. I HATE when something happens that makes me dread going to school, especially when it's no one's fault but my own.