life barrels on like a runaway train

i'm watching muted old movies and listening to ben folds. i know you were dying to know what i was doing. am doing. i believe this is psycho. he's forgotten but not yet gone. i forgot how much i love ben folds till the concert. he's the man. the bitch from psycho has some intense eyebrows. hitchcock was pro with the cinematography. i think that what it's called. like how he works the shots, the angles, close-ups, etc. actually that's not cinematography. lemme look it up.The art or technique of movie photography, including both the shooting and development of the film. i guess that's right. well whatever that shits cool. maybe this isn't psycho i don't remember all this. mute. i think one of the drivers at work is doing coke in the bathroom all the time. he goes like 6-7 times in a shift. fucker didn't even show up yesterday. i liked him until that shit. damn. i hate feeling pretty alone in my room. what is the point of that? well, pretty for me. i never feel all that pretty to be honest. ever feel too smart to be pretty? wow i sound like a douche. smart in my book is not really a good thing though, kind of sucks. you know, ignorance is bliss and all that. cause i'm sure i sound astoundingly smart right now. yeah there's a first for everything so I took my old mans advice. is it wrong to find Norman Bates attractive? does it make me psycho by association? i can't even hear what he's saying. AW SHIT. i type/sing. don't hate. I mean, look at the lighting behind that owl and the way the shot is framed and how it all makes norman look progressively more creepy. that is fucking skill. maybe thats why old alfred is called a genius all the time. bates isn't so hot anymore. is that one or two words? god that bitch's eyebrows are killing me. she gets offed soon though. any minute really. oh no mother i have lustful feelings let me wear a dress and kill the bitch with bad eyebrows. oh snap check out her underwear. lemme put this creepy bird picture back. maybe he's still hot. oh no, he's getting out mommy. OH SHIT the shower. i sitll hesitate to take a shower at home alone. that hand shot is fantastic. beautifully crafted scene. alright i'm putting a stop to this nonsense, it's nothing but a but of self absorbed drivel.oh no mummy what have you done? not another one!